Saturday, July 16, 2011

我的手机 ,全都是你.

当我下定决心,

在我的电话解锁,

然后在进入信箱,

再慢慢地把一封,

再一封地按删除,

其实我已经知道,

我是个输者,认输者.

今天第26天,我没信息你,

尝试完完全全在你的生活中消失.

因为那份责任,

已不是我的了.


依旧留着你的笑容, 哭过却无法掩埋歉疚. =')




一个人的时候 在陌生的街头

抬头看着繁星夜垂的天空

I know I know 地球另一端有你陪我

谢谢你鼓励我 勇气是你给我

让我迈开脚步一起往前走

I know I know 你是我的OK绷 在每一个时候




这感觉已经不对 , 我努力再挽回。='D



你的温柔像羽毛, 你的微笑像拥抱.

多想藏着你的好 , 只有我看得到.


坚持学单纯的小孩,静静看守着份爱.



Let's start from June 24 at 6:31pm*

I am sorry that I don't have guts to press enter.
I am sorry that I don't have guts to press enter.

This is because , I have a question.
That I wanna ask you for a long time.

But I not dare.
To let you know.

As I say , this is blog.
I can say anything I want.

So now , I wanna ask you.
Since I have chance.

Since we know each other for long time ,
Do you have even 1% of me entered to your heart?
If you don't know what I mean.

简单来说.
我和你,你有没有1八仙喜欢过我?

I don't care about your answer.
I only care that why I could't ask you on that time.

Damn myself.
Why I am a nuts ?!



Sorry , my heart dropped tears. ='(

我放手 假洒脱、谁懂我多么不舍 :')

这感觉已经不对 , 我努力再挽回。='D

I knew that must be nothing happened , but I keep myself slience.

Sorry I really need to do so.
Please don't blame on me.

I went to privacy setting , I classified you and your gang as privacy setting,
So that you all can't see all my status , all my post.
Then you all won't able to be know how am I.
But I unlocked it . :")


酸♥ 甜♥ 苦♥ 辣♥
别那么沮丧了. 加油 !
知道你对她用情很深 .
但每件事的结果都未必是自己想要的 .
都过去了 . 下次我有去Kuantan的 ><
meet u at there .
Jus happy in u life :)
U only can do it u self .
Jian Khai jia you ba dude :D
很快就会过去了.. Cheer up ♥

谢了<3
虽然你认识我不是很久,不过我们已经成为兄弟了.:D




我讨厌我.

This status , means that why I don't want to text you everytime.
Sometimes I never know that what you're thinking about me.
I should wait you until you're up for bed.
But I don't .
I should accompany you , when you're avaliable.


Luckily I have you.
Buddy.

Kt Yeo ! You're that person , my buddy <3


我很累,可是我不敢闭上我的眼睛.

I scare I can't control my tears to drop once again. ='(


平时搂在一起的朋友,一瞬间真的可以变陌生人啊.
人真的很奇妙.

Ks Teo ,
Previously ,
When I saw you ,
I will and hi and chill out with you.
You're a funny guy.
I am totally enjoyed when you're making jokes and make my laugh out my ass.
But now ,
I don't know why .
When I see you ,
I pretend like nothing.
But you seems like keep yourself silence from me.



我做到了. =]

This status means that the first day ,
That I can say hi to you ,
Pretend like nothing .
Actually at that time,
I want to stop my foots ,
Go in front you ,
And ask you the question at above that I wanted to ask for so long.

But the way , when you met me .
I know you're so scare ,
You don't know how to face me so well.
That's why I move myself first,
To be the first to start our new conversation although its not same like before.

I know you are afraid of me.
Don't worry , I will be the one ,
To make you won't afraid of me any more.


我其实,不喜欢伪装.

Actually I don't like to act like nothing.
When I am sad , I don't like to laugh.
When I am happy , of course I won't act like moody .
Just be myself when , where , what situation you are.


他啥的. 我为什么会变成这样?!

At that time , I was mad.
Hit the keyboard , hit the wall.



哭过了,就算了吧.='D

After I cried ,
Everything will be fine.


我最软弱的地方是舍不得. :')



祝你幸福.


第7天.
我又想你了.. =(


拒绝 , 我等. :) ♥

Although I was fail ,
But I will wait .



好久不谈, 最近还好吗? :')

Has been long time didn't text you .
How are you ?
I am so freaking miss you seriously.


第21天.
你习惯了吗? :')

21th day , Is that everything same as like normal ?
Without me ? :)
Same sentences ,
I am so freaking miss you.



难得你是让我放下她的一位.

我舍不得离开. =') ♥


Actually you're the one who made me put her down.
Thank you .
But ,
Sorry I could't leave you alone.
Sorry I can't do that.



多想藏着你的好 , 只有我看得到. ♥

I wanted to keep all your personality ,
Only for me to find it out.
But that person wasn't me.



July 16 at 9:36pm

我知道你我都没有错.

我知道我和我自己的决斗.
我输了.
你知道为什么吗?


我太*迷失*你了.






Flash Back.

这是我最后一次,
写着.

敏<3