Friday, April 22, 2011

Getting further and further with them.

How long time I didn't go school already.
Everyone is still fine ?
Everything going well right ? :D

Now is Saturday , 1.53PM.
I just back from Stadium by motor. =)

Alright , I don't want to say those nonsense .
Recently I am interested to have a type .
Everyday , I facing computer .

Gaming , Communication , Technology , News Live Feed.
But the way , I don't want how to release my mood .

In a flash of "terror" I opened my mind.
I found www.blogger.com .
I reed all my old post .
Realize that life is really not so easy .

In future , In 2020 , maybe coming soon .
I still not yet found my aim/target.
That's bad right ?
I think so . =]

This 2 days , I was absent .
My phone .
What status ?
Just silence , not vibrate .
No messages .
But , I feel nothing.
Maybe its my habit .
Actually I don't know why I am using hand phone .
Only online by board band ?
And text with her.
That's all ?
LAUGH OUT LOUD .
I don't know why I could think like that .

Seriously , I don't like .
Others think that my heart talk , is a joke .
Or comedy. =]
I really don't know .
Who should I talk to .
Family ?
NO.
Buddy ?
Aiya , suan le bah.
Gang ?
What for ?
Classmates ?
Today many homework ah ! -_-
Let it go is the best choice and good solution for me .

Thank you for caring me .
I know you're disappointed on me .
I only needs your one sentence.
You OK ma ?
I am appreciated it . <3
I don't know whether what for you care me.
But anyway .

Thanks , I am nothing. <3

Sunday, April 17, 2011

The ever meaningless week that I faced

Last week , it was a terrible week.
But I don't know why.
Is that only my problem ?

Last Monday ,
I was present in school , but I went home by 12.30 or something because I was so bored and felt like wanna return home quickly .
Mostly of the time , I was facing laptop/ computer.
I don't know why I won't get bored .
Maybe its only the way to release stress.
And night , I missed tuition class.
That's Monday.

Let's talk about Tuesday .
Last Tuesday,
Hm.. such a same thing that I met.
At school ,
The only thing I could do.
Sleeping , Reading , Doing homework.
At home ,
Facing laptop , or went to cybercafe.
At night ,
I went pasar malam with Charles and Lippop .

Wednesday ,
That was the worst day that I passed.
I gave a excuse that I was not feeling well and I missed the school class .
You know where I am at that day ?
I was in cybercafe from morning 6am till 1pm.
I felt sorry much .
I don't know why I just don't like to go school.
Maybe it just waste time ?
Or bored ?
Meaningless?
I don't know , maybe I need talk.

Thursday ,
I went to go school and act like nothing .
In school ,
Nobody talked to me .
I just do my homework as well as I can.
Mr.See's homework.
He is the only one who make me feel like respectful to him.
He is a good teacher .
Well , sometimes he gave too many homework .
In school ,
Even though somebody didn't know I was absent on Wednesday .
From that question.
Proved , I am nothing.

Friday ,
I chose to miss class again.
I don't like to do that but its always better than in school.
Same thing with Wednesday .
Nothing different .
Faced to the laptop .

Saturday ,
Maybe it was a great day for me.
I went to Kuantan River for fishing with Lippop and Boon.
We went to Kuantan River by Lippop's motor .
I ferried him to go sungai isap and he bring me to Kuantan River .
That was a awesome day even though me and lippop didn't get anything .
But we are still happy . =D
Meanwhile , Boon caught a very cute fish ! xD
After we went for fishing .
Only things that I could do is .
Gaming.

Sunday ,
In the morning ,
I missed physics tuition class again.
Whole day , I was in cybercafe .
I don't know why I just don't like physics.
Feel like physics is annoying !
Well , I need to study too.
From now .
I think I have about 2 weeks didn't chat with you .
Well , doesn't mean i forgot you.
Just I don't have the mood.

Well , that's all for my week.

Remember , I am nothing .